Saturday, October 10, 2009

Truth Tells No Lies

In the current state of this nation, we struggle. Pinching pennies and eating in unhealthy ways. Sacrificing on expenses, some that we should not have too. Like going to the dentist and fixing the second car. As if we had the money to do either. Like most of the country, we barely have a pot to piss in.

For example the other day I made a big batch of beans and weenies, thinking we could make a few meals out of it. On the second day I noticed thick black pepper in it, then I thought about it. I didn't put pepper in it!

It was the black coating from the pan, a pan I have only used a couple times. After my discovery I suggested my family not to eat it. Since I had ate half a bowl, I finished it anyway. It's now days later and I'm still alive.

We go nowhere, we mainly do things together at home. Both cars have over 250,000 miles on them and only one starts up without a jump. My wife is very worried about the state of things. Over the years we have struggled countless times. The difference was we had no child.

To be truthful I'm worried too, I just bought groceries with change. (Bread,Eggs, and more hot dogs.)

I know the world suffers, people in my state share the same menu. So, believe when I say I'm not complaining, only worried. Construction has been slow, causing her to draw unemployment. It will most likely run out before they sign an extension. Forcing me to take anything, any job this under qualified applicant can get.

We've done it before, we will do it again.

Our other worry is MJ, she requires patience, and understanding. We lack the proper finances to place in her good hands. We don't have many people who could watch her on a regular basis. We will most likely work opposite shifts, then take care of her.

Most families are forced to do so in this country. If only the elected officials could help the voters. The people who pay taxes and sacrifice so they can live without financial worries.

I bring these personal matters up because this is the story for millions of families. I don't wish for pity, or sage advice. If someone has advice, point your finger toward a decent job. One that will benefit my family, one I hope would not betray my soul. I've cleaned toilets, served food, I've even cut trees in my youth. (Storm damage for the city)

This from a man who has helped save the California Red Woods. :)

For the longest time now I can't tell the difference between a Monday and a Friday. They are the same for me, other than trash is taken out on Mondays.

I know in my heart that things will get better in time. We must remain optimistic in the madness of life. "Zorbo" once said that a man needs a little madness in life.

I believe that no matter our song we must dance to the beat. Might it be defeat or our own victories. Like fruit it can be sour, it can be sweet.

I think too much about the troubles of the world, when I must stay focused on my family. There will be a time for my soul to feel free,when I don't feel ashamed. One day I will forgive myself for the choices I've made. My hope is that my family will forgive me for our struggles. For the time I've dreamed of better, when I should have taken feces from evil people.

In the real world employers are greedy. They don't recognize right from wrong, they don't appreciate positive suggestions. They wish us to break our backs while they make the big bucks. "It's my way or the highway!"

I have met many wonderful people on the computer. People who have earned an education, a place in life. Doing jobs that they chose to do, gaining respect in their field. Benefiting in so many ways, educating by example.

I've met people who have a beautiful homes, pieces of land. People who help animals , a retired actor, other writers. Many people who have inspired me to keep writing, to keep on dreaming. I love everyone for that! I love to hear about traveling,family, books being read.

More importantly their thoughts and opinions.

When a person opens up they allow the whole world in. We can obtain a better understanding of our fellow man. We can love our brothers and sisters of this Earth.

We love by listening.
We love by understanding.
We love by sharing.

I simply speak with honesty.
I believe that truth can sometimes set you free.
I speak with admiration, appreciation, and with affection.
May all your lives be what you wish it to be!

Wes Ackerman


Bucko (a.k.a., Ken) said...

Sorry to hear of the state of things for you and your family. I wish I could point you in the direction of a job, or other assistance, but I can not. All I can wish for is that things get better soon for you.

Joann said...

Ditto what Ken said. I so totally agree with what you said about employers being greedy, most are.... that's why all our jobs are overseas instead of here at home.... GREEDY employers!

Sending prayers up for you and your family. And I'm now following your blog. = )

Beth said...

I hope so hard that things will start to turn around with jobs soon. This is a scary time for so many.

Meeting all kinds of different people here is an invaluable gift. I feel that it opens your eyes to the world around you, and you understand that we are all traveling this journey together. I think that it gives us more of an appreciation for other ways of life and other viewpoints. It's mind-broadening.

Hugs, Beth

Tawnya said...

I have not been able to find a job in Michigan since 2006. I am currently in school working on my degree so when the economy hits the upturn ( God willing!) I will be ready! It is difficult for us too. Doug is working 12 hours a week forcing us to live with his dad. We don't have a car of our own and we struggle like everyone else. It is hard. I am praying for all of us!